Manipulating someone else’s feelings isn’t an achievement, you badass. Every night feels so long, and I’m already holding this shit for too long. Sometimes I will randomly crying over the night. I know it might be a long journey and a lot of efforts, which won't guarantee a full recovery. But I actually stronger more than this, more than I thought. This damn person maybe made me into a really deep sad but I believe everything will be goes well. And I refuse to die until this things get better.

—is being jerk your job?